I can't believe I am going to do this. I never thought that this was the right thing to do but I am starting to think that maybe it is. Anytime someone wanted to block their twin flame, I argued against it. It seems counterproductive to me. Instead of blocking them, just surrender to it … Continue reading I never thought I would do this, but…
I thought I had this thing figured out. When my twin flame is radio silent, a pattern of things come up when it is getting closer to him contacting me. One of the things that happens is old exes show up. Since I have grown, and I see myself as someone who deserves the right … Continue reading Exes coming back again!
He hasn't contacted me in over six weeks. I know some people's twin flames go much longer without any contact, but for him and I, it is a long time. We have maintained contact for over four years and, it has never been this long. I understand that most of this is in my control, … Continue reading Six weeks of radio silence, and it’s okay
What a mess, what a mess. The pain of not moving forward. The inability to surrender to it all, and just accept. It brings on a sort of panic inside me. Why can't I just be okay with it all? In a desperate move to try and free me from clinging on to hope, I … Continue reading Did I just become the ‘runner’?
Today seems like such a strange day. If it weren't for me feeling very grounded, I would call it surreal. I almost never feel my heart center anymore. What was once so strong that it would cause me to wonder if it was going to burst out of my chest, is now faint. A small … Continue reading Walking in both worlds. The modern shaman.
My, my, have I grown and learned! I was passive and codependent with men in the past out of fear they would reject me if I stood up for myself. Not anymore and it feels great! Each day I learn to balance my masculine and feminine energies a little more. I keep my circle of … Continue reading Masculine energy and facing your fears
I had a dream that a scorpion crawled under my covers, across my feet, up my body, to my chest. It stood facing me as it raised it's stinger and stabbed me in the heart. I felt the burn of it's poison flood my chest and branch out into every vein. A fear came over … Continue reading Scorpions Sting