I feel different

Four years of this journey. Well, four years since I met my soul, but a lifetime of this journey. It was when my soul recognized itself that the journey went from a path, to a roller coaster. Now it feels like the roller coaster stopped, and I don't know what to make of it. I … Continue reading I feel different


Did I just become the ‘runner’?

What a mess, what a mess. The pain of not moving forward. The inability to surrender to it all, and just accept. It brings on a sort of panic inside me. Why can't I just be okay with it all? In a desperate move to try and free me from clinging on to hope, I … Continue reading Did I just become the ‘runner’?